Struggling today, almost feel like I'm the one in MLC. Just want to withdraw/run away. Had a good week last week and now I've just hit a wall. The thought of a possible OW drives me crazy, it's all I can see in my mind. Went to church yesterday(as I do every Sunday) the preacher had a good message on relationships(hit hard on marriage). I find myself hoping he is at church as well(1-church 26-campuses) and he's gonna hear the same message and things are gonna change instantly. When they don't discouragement sets in and I know it's just the devil trying to get me off my game and make me lose hope. Helps to b able to come here and "journal with feedback"😂
