Yesterday did hit me quite hard though. I had not been expecting that to happen, and while she feels she is being an adult and all grown up, this is really like dealing with a snarky teenager.
I did not sleep well last night but am kind of relieved that all of this cloak and dagger stuff around her parents is over. Was a bit odd today with her going out of her way to do things in the household. Not complaining though.
Attitude - need to be optimistic, get a life. Stay out of any further relationship and separation talk. I did a lot of thinking today and I do not want to ideally spare my children the trauma of a separation. That will not work though unless I get my [censored] together and manage to not be emotionally vulnerable, even in these kinds of situations.
Plan is to keep the sports up, but now see that I get out and meet friends regularly. At the moment it feels like I am somewhat of my own enemy given that I feel like the Duracell bunny, but need to hop over that
