Hey man I read your post and wanted to say that you sound more like a jerk than a depressed person.

Just focus on that. Control your inner dialog and focus on not being a jerk. You'll need to have the same inner dialog hundreds of times per day to change your thought patterns.

Peter Kreefts "Your Questions God's Answers" has good thoughts on the meaning of life and why you're unhappy.

Good luck and know that you have free will. You control your destiny more than anything or anyone else.

Last edited by ovrrnbw; 03/19/24 02:04 PM.
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