After the conversation with W last night I felt calm. I wasn't sure what I was expecting but I wasn't sad, angry, upset or any of that. I went to a local spearfishing store and bought some gear that I'll need for the upcoming season and chatted with a bunch of guys in the shop. I spoke on the phone to my brother and watched a movie then turned in.
W came home drunk at midnight, woke me up and went through the usual routine. Told me I am overreacting, that I need to focus on making friends with her friends again (those who knew but kept the secret) and that the affair was no big deal. Nothing new, though my concern is she doesn't appreciate what needs to happen here.
