I've stopped texting her. There’s lots of long term reasons not to do anything with her (or anyone else rn).
I’m proud of you. It takes a fortitude to look at oneself from a 3rd person perspective and make willing changes and course alterations.
The Ruckus looks like a fun easy-going ride. Awesome way to enjoy a Saturday afternoon.
While patiently waiting for that weather, do take up your drawing and art work. Myself, I can draw a square, even a triangle. However, I’m no artist. No where close to it. I’m in awe as one turns a blank page into something incredible.
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Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.