Thank you Joseph. Good analogy. And I have left a job I hated and am working a job I love (some of it is very similar work but with an employer that is light years better). That analogy hits home. And having benefited from intensive PTSD treatment and adhering now to my maintenance plan I am once again thriving and excelling at work. It is hard and I encounter and deal with triggers and re exposure and I’m doing it well.
Dancing is not the sum of my changes. The biggest change is that I am standing up for myself and my self respect. I have made wholesale changes to how I live and take care of my health and I am totally in the drivers seat and holding myself accountable and utilizing the resources and network I need to stay on track.
I have a lawyer and have a very cost effective arrangement in place. I trust this lawyer and I did get other opinions.
I am not a troll at all. And I wish I could tell you more of my story but this forum is not the place. Maybe so maybe someday around the liberty bell or lounged out and listening to a great band at the gorge in George.
