My cousin’s wife is having a very difficult time. She’s not even stepped foot in the house since that day.
Yes, XW is a lost soul. Like you say, she’s living in her self created reality. It’s pretty incredible seeing glimpses of her inner chaos. She’s just driven to her destructive path. Her and OM against the world, seems to be one of her few reprieves.
You might find it odd, I’m glad she has him in her life. After all the betrayal, tossing kids away, lying, cheating, and such; if she cannot, and I mean cannot, find her way back, I hope she finds her happiness with OM.
My last few days have been pretty amazing. (I’m amazed I can walk down the stairs in the morning. lol.)
My walk behind snowblower caught a rut while I was walking it to the shed. Of course I was travelling at full hydrostatic drive speed. The tracks have little slippage which threw the 250 pound machine. The handles, in an instant, moved about half a foot to the left. I was mid-stride with my weight on my right leg next to the handle. Got my leg clobbered really good!
I’ve also been cleaning my ceramic floor in the mudroom, laundry room, and bathroom. I laid that floor almost two decades ago and it’s seen lots of use. The on my hands and knees cleaning has taken about a week, and the floor looks like new. (My bruised leg sure didn’t like all that getting up and down. Haha)
Hope you’re having an amazing day as well.
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Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.
