Remember the saying a watch pot never boils. When you truly make the changes you need to make and become the man you are meant to be, the thought of being with the type of woman your W is will make you vomit in the back of your mouth.
Thanks, point taken and I feel real progress there. Also, re-reading my comment and sounds like the GAL/180s I'm doing are for her, which they are not. To be honest one of the reasons I'm inclined to rent another apartment is that the more I make these changes and focus on myself, the less I want to be around her. She dropped a few "I love yous" over Christmas and I had to force myself to say it back. I'm definitely still physically attracted to her (another reason I'd like to move, it's difficult to be around her since there is attraction but no SL) but I am starting to feel real emotional distance.
