Yesterday morning I discovered that she flew out of country Boxing Day to be with OM.
I can imagine everything they did and I have a great imagination. I bet they had a great time.
Is this what you want out of life...or need?
From what you post, I get the impression you are a religious man. Do you read the Bible, or a different religion? What passages tell you to tolerate this? What passages say the opposite?
You are so fixated on one woman. You have wasted the last year simping for her rather than gaining respect.
I challange you to stop posting about her.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712