First I'm very sorry you're going through all of this. I know it's rough.
However, I have no advice for you. You've already put up roadblocks about what we can respond with. I guess my only advice is to reread your post from the perspective that you are one of the other posters here. If a stranger typed the above, what would you say to them?
Last edited by SteveLW; 12/17/2302:17 PM.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018