I'd change that to a "get to"!

"Still hard to believe that 2 weeks from now, for the first time in 18 years, I'll get tobe alone."

Turn your "have to's" into "get to's". Life is so much better.

A while back I had to look for a new job. When I reframed it into "I get to look for a new job" it transformed my whole mindset. Ended up in a few weeks finding another job that paid more!


M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018