"Still hard to believe that 2 weeks from now, for the first time in 18 years, I'll get tobe alone."
Turn your "have to's" into "get to's". Life is so much better.
A while back I had to look for a new job. When I reframed it into "I get to look for a new job" it transformed my whole mindset. Ended up in a few weeks finding another job that paid more!
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018