I am reflecting and discerning next steps. I don’t know I should have taken option A but I can’t go back and I wonder if that would have been better for my kids and I.
I do wish this wasn’t do hard and that I was further along than I am in my healing and growth but that’s not my reality. What is true is that I have been rock solid here for my kids and I have been doing my best and have tackled a lot of personal growth and change with courage.
Now, I aspire to honest growth from here and to become the man I am meant to be. I admire what you veterans have continued to share with us from your stories and the challenges and encouragement have been gracious with Boat, Kind, DnJ, Joseph, Steve, Ready, DnJ, Mach and others.