Rock just about everyone here wishes they would have been strong enough for the pack their $hit approach. You can’t turn back the clock. I think what frustrates everyone is that in 18 months you have showed very little progress. Heck in 18 months you still don’t even know how to use the quote function on the site. I understand why your W has left the marriage but the way she is going about it is just wrong. Only you can decide when you’ve had enough Rock and the quicker you decide you can heal and start to piece yourself back together again.