I have a coach. I have been doing that. Its not enough, and often at times his actions affect me so greatly. Its so difficult to do anything when I feel in limbo. I mentioned about re-doing my home office. My coach said go for it! But what if I do and H divorces me and takes the house? What the heck is the point then?
So often I try to go gave fun and he goes to 3 bars and I just can’t stop thinking and talking about it. It has ruined my time over and over lately.
H 48 W 48 S 18(still lives with us) S 29(mine) D 28 S 27(his who live out of state)
