Unfortunately not much has changed. We still have not gotten any legit offers on the house, and just had to reduce the asking price. Ugh. Have a few showings lined up for this weekend though.
I've found a house I like, but can't get approved for anything until we get an agreement on our house. Seems like we missed the buying/selling frenzy by 2 or 3 weeks.
W and I are rarely communicating, unless it pertains to the house or our son. I just want this to be over already.
Mentally, I think I'm doing ok. But then, like last night, I'll have a dream about her and I, or our family, and wake up in a panic and feel like crap for a few hours. In a way, the last 6 months have felt like a dream.
I can almost feel depression setting in. I absolutely hate winter. I hate the cold, the darkness, etc. Most of the hobbies I enjoy can't be done in the winter, so I can already see myself sitting in a dark, empty home in a month or two. Especially with the holidays coming up.
Married: 15yrs Ages: Me 49, W 44 Kids: S12 BD: around 4/14
