Thanks Kind, no real need to respond I just needed a space to vent( already got into the journal but felt I just needed to be heard by a human😂). Sure I could talk to a friend a parent but safe to say they are all just angry at the moment and I am trying to keep my headspace in a place of calm. MLC really does suck. The selfishness and immaturity in them is just..well crap. I know I didn’t deserve it nor am I taking responsibility for his current actions. Still isn’t fun finding out. What’s worse is to know I have been badmouthed to another woman. My best friend in the whole world spilled intimate details and basically bitched about me to another woman. Maybe it’s a female thing but right now that’s what hurts the most. The badmouthing of me behind my back to some random and the fact he can open up his feelings to her or them, and not me. I know it’s still ok to have hope and not stand still by right now I have zero hope left Anyway I am good I just sometimes need a good old rant. Day by day. Tomorrow is running day again anyway and work so the work crew will keep me entertained. And just booked a getaway this long weekend break with the kids and a few close friends and their kids. Keeping busy to keep my spirits high.
M:41 H:48 T:20. M:16.5 BD: 15/12/22 -moved out 17/3/2023
