Not Lost Anymore!Being the best version of ME!

[Pattnee5]

I should just add I think the hardest part of what my brain is trying to process now is how H turned to another woman or women for emotional support when I was always asking him if he was ok, and he just kept blaming work. I think the hardest part is I think if he only turned in toward me and vented those issues to me, we could have worked together to fix whatever he felt was broken. Instead he turns to someone else and opens up. And he says to me he finds it hard to talk, yet someone else it was ok to talk to. That was my hardest part to deal with right now. I know it’s not me, but if only these spouses would turn and talk to their partner their best friend and invest in that. Easier said than done hey. I guess my roller coaster emotions are still in overdrive right now. EA hurt just as hard (if not more) than PA.