Does this include after D? If so, there is zero chance she doesn't sleep with another man. Probably 5% chance she's not sleeping with someone now.
yea I honestly feel like she isnt seeing anyone else. I know I could be naive in thinking that but just have a feeling she isnt. I think she is honestly going through a MLC and running away from her feelings here. She has a history of doing that and not addressing them. I feel her pain when she is around and talking. I know this hurts her even though she wont show too much. I heard her girl friend last night on the phone when we were talking about house stuff. Just how she is acting I feel like she isnt with anyone else. But yup, after D, if she does then Im out. Just no chance of anything ever rekindling for me. I will burn that feeling. We will see how it shakes out. And If there is OM now then yea def wont be happening either later in the future. She is gonna take her baggage with her into any relationship she will be in though. Thats on her though and any guy she is gonna be with. She is running from feelings now. both the hurt she holds onto and the hurt of the breakup. HER decision though! I have to move on. It will hurt and I can accept that. And I will heal in time. And when I do that door will be closed.
