Yea I was an idiot and responded. Shouldn't have but did. Just told her to have a good night as well. Well she came home today. I came home after. Lite discussions. Only related to house selling stuff. No discussions regarding R at all which I'm fine with cause it helps me detach some. Still love this W and want something with her but keep telling myself that she made this decision and hers only. So anyways. I went to get up and was in the kitchen. She came in and was kind of blocking me and of course in her robe. Well she asked if I had a good time last night. Told her of course. She asked what I did and I told her I went out. She asked what I did. I told her she doesn't get to ask that now lol. Probably more of a smart a$$ answer but how I felt. Well of course she baited me and I asked her how her Friday was since I didn't know what she did and was curious. Not that it matters in the end. She said she would tell me once I told her about my plans Saturday night. We have outdoor cameras and can see when people are coming and going. Which I'm sure she watched cause I dressed up when I went out. But I left the conversation alone. She went back to packing and stuff and I went and started working on the house.
Just crazy all of this. Pulling back does make her more curious I see but not trying to let her back in too much right now. She doesn't get that. She wanted this and this was her decision. She doesn't get to play both sides. I'm done with that. I care for her and it's tough. But I'm tough enough to put up a front and wall as well! Haha
