Not even sure where to start

[Sunflyer]

The whole cake is driving me crazy and I think she knows it! Ahhh!!!

I fully understand how you feel. I haven't had "cake" since January, and my next time is likely a looooooonnnnnngggg way off and won't be with her.

At least that last time in January was very good cake lol.

Seriously though, you really need to get this under control. It will not serve you well to allow yourself to feel manipulated by her actions. It will compromise your detaching from her.