I discovered another trigger for bad feelings...when everything goes off the rails with the kids and I'm alone. This morning was a s*** show. S1 was running everywhere while I was trying to get him dressed. D11 needed a note written last minute. I had to take our elderly dog to my mom's because she can't be alone anymore. I didn't prep lunches last night so I was scrambling to do that. We ended up missing D11's bus, so had to drive all over town dropping off the dog, S1 and D11. Was mad at W by the time I got to work, even though I know this morning was on me. Will be sure to prep lunches tonight.

I'm also on Day 3 without a cell phone. I went to a cousin's Halloween party Saturday night. It was a lot of fun, but I'd had a few drinks and accidentally left my phone in the Uber. I've been battling with Uber since then to try to get in contact with the driver. I'm locked out of my Uber account on my computer. I lost a cell phone several years ago, but it's an even bigger nightmare today. *Everything* needs your phone. I'll be upgrading my device situation when I get the phone back to make sure I'm backed up in case I ever lose it again.


Me 38, WAW 30
D11 (former marriage)
S2
T 8 years
M 3 years
BD 8/20/23
S 8/20/23