Yea kind of my thoughts at this point. Feel like she is a stubborn woman and very decisive and whenever she makes a decision she goes with it. I ultimately don't think this is what she wants and she may realize that layer down the road. Hard to focus and move on. I'm doing the GAL. Main focus is getting the house ready to sell though so we can move on. Feel like it would be easier for me to do this if I didn't stay here or see her every day. Just all crazy cause she still talks reasonable. But there is def a wall built up against me in her. Can feel that tension and she has no cracks in it for me to even see if there is hope. Just all happening so fast. How do you focus on moving on so quickly? Just wish I understood all of this and where it all comes from. Lawyer asked me if there was another guy. I honestly feel in my hear there isn't. She even made that clear when she told me she wanted the D. Said she wanted to focus on herself and be her own flavor. But who knows. Just torn when she is around and try to not engage too much and do the GAL. Downside is the money is still tied up between us. So every time either of us spends money we shoot a text to let the other know. Not trying to spend too much right now with everything going on. Hell I dunno anymore what to do. I get out and do walks. Exercise. And everything I can think of otherwise to stay active
