Second roller coaster ride (part 3)

[Pattnee5]

I remember having dreams to Card. Some felt so real, like I felt H whispering to me or his presence. It was really quite upsetting. I was glad to be getting some sleep and then that happens it’s really annoying. I think it’s just part of the processing of our minds. I am sure you are thinking about W constantly so of course the dreams
Come too. The moment I stopped spending every waking thought thinking of H or assessing things etc mine have stopped