I do hope I look back at this as my finest hour who knows.
Keep yourself on this path and it's the one guarantee I can give you about your situation.
Side note, I don't know what kind of music you're into or if you like concerts. One of the best bands I've seen live is making an Australia tour this December. The War on Drugs. Just a heads up. Their music hits all of the feels for me. "Thinking of a Place" is my go-to song if I want to use music to wind myself down. I've been listening to them a lot lately and realized I hadn't seen them in 2-3 years. Checked out upcoming tour dates and AU/NZ is about the only thing they have on the books for now
Me 38, WAW 30 D11 (former marriage) S2 T 8 years M 3 years BD 8/20/23 S 8/20/23