Way Less Lost!! Pt 4

[Pattnee5]

I must say the last week I have struggled mentally a bit with STBXH recent comment last week
“ I can’t see myself coming back and sleeping with you every again I look at your body and resent you and resent it”
At the time I was kinda shocked. I think as the week has gone on it’s hit me harder and harder and how demoralised I feel as a female right now, as a woman. The man who once loved my body so much and would always compliment it now turns it around with one of the most cruel comments you can ever say. I wouldn’t even say it to my worst enemy. What a horrible thing for a man to say
Anyway it’s really shattered me and my confidence as the week has gone on even though I know in myself it’s not true.
I need to try and figure out how to work through that emotional comment. Everyone is just saying how mean and cruel it is, he’s trying to tear me down to make himself feel better. I wish I could get angry and absolutely unleash but can’t.
Anyway I have a few nights out with friends coming up, maybe I need to remember what it’s like to flirt again with other men and help boost that self esteem he has sucked out of me