Hi card Generally I’ve been really good and detaching etc no problems. Kept my boundaries etc. I think this has all just come from H recently deciding to take a job on the other side of the world and basically pack up and leave all his responsibilities and “piss off” overseas. So I think the “running” has just made me feel extremely not worthy and not enough and really just hit me. I am ok though I just have had a period of feeling like rubbish the last 24 hours.
M:41 H:48 T:20. M:16.5 BD: 15/12/22 -moved out 17/3/2023