Thanks, it just all feels very lonely. I have lots of good friends but I'm scared I'll wear them out by bombarding them with my thoughts which are just circular because I've no idea what's going on in husband's head. I'm making an effort to spend time asking about their lives when we chat but I feel like only half my mind is taking that in and the rest is obsessed with my difficulties. They all keep saying that it's fine, ring them any time etc. but I worry I will run out of credit before I feel better.
