Second roller coaster ride (2)

[Pattnee5]

We all go there, speculate, think, dwell. I am an absolute master in it. Gosh the hours of torment I would dwell on H having someone else, imagine him with someone else especially when he went OS last month and completely ghosted us for 12 days. I was imaging all sorts of scenarios then I realised how much damage I was doing to myself again. How much suffering.
Even if there is someone else we can’t change it right now. We can only change ourselves and let them wallow in their mess