Second roller coaster ride (2)

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I'm wearing the new cologne. Planning to try to find a new shirt or two today. Unfortunately, I see W for maybe 30 seconds every 2-3 days. I'm spending a ton of time with my best friend, but he goes back to his city (15 hr drive away) on Monday. I am so damn lonely, no real close friends now except for him and a cousin on the other side of the country. W was my best friend, and I guess I shouldn't have put all of my eggs in one basket.

Grief support group starts tonight.