Way Less Lost!! Pt 4

[Pattnee5]

Thanks Rock. I’m still a work in progress, could have done it better and prob should have but doesn’t phase me anymore. Feels good to no longer dwell on these moments when they happen.

In as far on my see-saw and if I call a meeting and start finalising stuff or not I am still sitting on it. I’m still a see saw with my decision some days I am ready to pull the pin other days not. So for now I am just sitting on these emotions for now for a few more weeks to see how they come about. I know H doesn’t want to change or work on anything etc so I know I need to make the call but still getting that courage. D14 and I go up north for a sports comp in a week so really looking forward to a few days away with her and getting some warmer weather. Then it’s my birthday in a little over a month. I think I’ve realised H is just cushy now and not keen on making a move either way so it’s all on me to make the call. Lazy, procrastinator.