I was able to sleep for another cycle. Had the craziest dream I can remember. Turned into a nightmare. Was at a big party with the in-law extended fam, great people. My dad bad come back from the dead and was there, met S1, D11. He ended up hurting S1 physically, badly. And then someone slipped me some type of drug that had me trapped in fake version of the house (mentally). I was trying to get out of that state so I could help S1 and take him to the hospital. Throughtout that whole thing, W was out of town but heard what happened and was supposedly on her way.

That’s the type of dream I have when I’m sick and go to bed with some nighttime meds. An absolute mindwarp. I’m thankful for the 2 hours of sleep, though. Kids are up in 30 minutes


Me 38, WAW 30
D11 (former marriage)
S2
T 8 years
M 3 years
BD 8/20/23
S 8/20/23