Dig deeper I started to read older posts on MLC board and found a lot of comfort in others stories and advice. Knowing I wasn’t going mental. Hearing older vets words of wisdom. You will be ok Card. We will be ok. Better than ok. There are blue skies ahead for all. When you come out of the storm you won’t be the same person that walked into it. When you can’t control what’s happening to you , you can control how you respond to it. That’s where your power is Card. You are not a failure because your second marriage is in this state. We are grieving who our W and H were, not who they are now. I know it’s so hard to do I remember that raw pain you are going through, but drop the rope. Turn within, seek other ways to heal. This sounds so weird but did everything, I prayed, I did counselling, then a friend recommended this kinesiology stuff which I never would have done ( I’m too science/medical based and never been into that stuff) but boy that changed me. I don’t know how to explain it but it delves into more of the spiritual and trapped emotions in your body and for me after two sessions I felt so much better. It’s the one thing I now look forward to every month and I know many would think it’s witchy woo but honestly in our moments of turmoil we can start to turn within and find other ways for our healing
M:41 H:48 T:20. M:16.5 BD: 15/12/22 -moved out 17/3/2023
