Pattnee thank you for those words. I will respond later. It’s 2am and I’m awake, like clockwork. Maybe the worst middle of that night feeling yet. Stomach is on fire. Trying to say “I’ll deal with that tomorrow”. Suffering right now. I know I need to get off my phone, but I needed something to break the stream of terrible thoughts. More like a raging river of them. It hurts right now.
Me 38, WAW 30 D11 (former marriage) S2 T 8 years M 3 years BD 8/20/23 S 8/20/23
