A little less lost? Pt 3

[Pattnee5]

Thanks Kind much appreciated for this advice. I can def see it from your way now. I never thought of that. Yep I know it can’t be saved, I know he doesn’t want to save it.I actually am unsure I even want to go down that path of trying to save it anymore. I guess I was just trying to get out of feeling guilty for calling it game over. I actually don’t even want to give him a last chance I just wanted him to say “ nope I’m done” so I can say “right let’s finalise” 😂😂 yep manipulation all right Sheesh I didn’t see that

I like your message. Sounds perfect and how I feel really. I’m done eating [censored] sandwiches. I’m done waiting for someone who isn’t prepared to do the work and just procrastinated and I’m done living in limbo. I’m just done I can see my life so much better without this H around and the drinking issue is my biggest thing, for me and the kids. It’s solidified it for me
So why am I finding it so hard to formalise it and feel like I am the one dropping bombs and guilty for not being that darn lighthouse 😢😢 I’m done being walked all over and playing this game to be honest.
Courage is not great. I am contacting a realestate agent though to have a chat and get some valuations. I wish I was stronger with my courage.