MA, I’m catching up on your story. It sounds like you are making excellent progress. I’m 3 days post BD, but I also went through this 9 years ago. Thankfully I found DB the first time. It was a painful ride but as someone said in a comment to you, I look at it as my finest hour. You will too
Me 38, WAW 30 D11 (former marriage) S2 T 8 years M 3 years BD 8/20/23 S 8/20/23