My W has been better since Saturday night then she had been in weeks. I am just waiting for the alien to appear. Things aren't great but better. The new thing she is telling me is that she can't open up the door to her heart because I've hurt her so many times in the past. In someway there is some truth to that. I still think that if she had another/better option, she would probably have left by now. I don't know why she is sticking around when she isn't in love with me anymore. She has too many of the MLC signs to not be in a MLC but maybe she is a walk away wife?? I don't know. I'm still detaching and taking it minute by minute, second by second.
