I just ran back on here to correct the psalm I wrote, I meant Psalm 69 and 25, not psalm 34 and 25! I mean, every psalm is amazing, esp when you are sad, but psalm 34 is not the one I would recommend for how you feel right now!
More on the rest later....
I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord with courage. Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.