You are correct, he has and I have watched him over the years en gross himself in his siblings and SM his trauma. He has actually asked me in the past to find a way for all his siblings to some how move into one place. My reaction was 👀🤦🏽♀️. It is all about that. Last I suspected he was living with a fam member for most of the 3 years.
It is ALL about the family only.
In the process of getting my stuff back. It is like talking to a 12 year old. He told me to send my address to bring my stuff. He doesn’t know where I live. Freaked me out. He has reconnected with a family member of mine.
Was not in town when he peeked out.
I told him clearly when and he jumped the gun. He keeps pushing the convo when I told him when I can.
I am projecting positivity in this process.
Reading these threads calms me and gives me peace and clarity when I go off the ranch. I spent the day crying, no particular reason. This whole journey. I am angry, hurt, lonely and confused, at time. I want to throat punch him at times and hug him. I get he is in a bad place. I miss our life.
Kind of tuned a lot of people out as I desired a calm head. My head is getting there.
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Thank you so much Job. Thank you. I will let you know how it went in a few weeks.
