W still hasn't made any official steps towards D. When I told her I was ready to collaborate on this and preferred to pursue mediation as a means to wrap this up she seemed taken aback. Now she says she has a consultation with a lawyer at the "end of the month."
The fact that after 8 months of separation and having moved her things to another state she has not once explored what divorce actually looks like blows my mind.
I am so tired. I don't recognize her anymore. I still love her (or the person I remember) but I don't have any hopes of reconciliation as she appears to no longer be a serious person capable of being a partner.
