A little less lost? Pt 3

[Love4Him]

Hey P.,

I totally get it. I feel strong one day like I can handle this and then the next I break down and want to curl up into a ball and cry, even over little things like H going to work without looking at me or saying goodbye and kissing me as he always had done. This is truly evil and I do believe that the devil is at play here too. He is feeding them lies. That is why they don't seem to be themselves, they are controlled by evil forces and someone else is pushing the controls.

Kind, when I started my thread I posted it in the Midlife Crisis section instead of Newcomers. DnJ told me it's okay and he could move it if I wanted him to. I'm thinking about it because I feel a bit lonely over there. Still with only 8 posts, lol. I am starting to get more into posting when I have the time.
Truth is though, I'm not entirely new to MLC, my H started in 2010 and ended it in 2013, or so I thought. He is back in MLC now and I have realized that he never resolved anything. He sort of came out and "took a break" back then and recommitted to the marriage but he still had/has work to do. DnJ said that can happen and they need to finish the journey entirely before they can move on. I'm still in shock over this.

I hope you're feeling better P., keep moving forward... you will be okay no matter what happens.