Hi all, thought I would post a quick update. Not a lot has changed. Things are better between W and I. My new struggle is my difficulty believing W wants to be here. Nothing she is doing to cause this, just my lack of trust still I would imagine. I sometimes worry that she is "trapped" here and would rather be somewhere else. I don't worry that she wants to be with the OM, I just don't trust that our R is real. Does that make sense? I suppose deep down I know that sweeping everything under the rug will come back to haunt us. Father in law had been doing a lot worse. They finally started a steroid treatment last week and he is showing some signs of improvement, so that's great. It's been a very stressful time dealing with what he is going through. Still haven't gotten that bike yet. Retirement has been a little more financially difficult than we anticipated. Started a job that didn't work out. Starting a new one, hopefully next week. Wish me luck.
