LOL! Well even after BD we have had sex about a half dozen times and it was different. She has been more uninhibited. I'm not sure if that is common with MLC or not. The affair, which seems to be so common, does give me concern. I told her that would be the deal breaker. I haven't confirmed that she has or had one but I do highly suspect an EA with a much, much younger colleague. I haven't mentioned since DB'ing but did prior to finding this website and she denied it - of course.
I am still struggling hard on the GAL while I'm in this limbo period. I spend most of my free time with my kids and that makes me happy but that is business as usual. I really need to force myself to go out without them and do something but the more I think about the divorce and splitting time, the more I want to spend as much time with them as I can. My W is going out again tonight with friends and its my kids and I alone. I'm honestly trying and I have maintained almost all of the DB rules but its pretty darn hard when you want something so bad. I continue to struggle.....
