I thought I had posted but something is wrong with the website. Chrome doesn't like due to an expired certificate. So let me try this again....

It has been a bit of struggle today. I read on a different website before finding this one that MLC can last 3 - 7 years. I love my wife or the former version of my wife. I have been in the middle of this for at least 3 months but I can sort of look back about 10 months ago to when I think this first started. I didn't know what it was at the time. Again, I know I am not innocent and am to blame for a lot of this. But if you tell me that I have to deal with this situation for another 3 years, I don't think I will make it. Is it at possible that employing DB techniques will shorten the life span? I know my M will never be the same after this. I'd love for it be like it was but that will never happen. Maybe it will be a better version.

Recently she has been more and more resentful of her responsibilies as a mom. That is new as she has always been an excellent mom. I don't know if that is part of the MLC. Of course I'm to blame for them being typical 9 and 11 years old who sometimes aren't the best behaved. But they're good kids. She blew up tonight about having to do typical mom stuff the kids.

Thanks for listening. I'm really struggling today.