A little less lost? Pt 3

[Pattnee5]

Not much to report here had a good weekend keeping busy, surrounding myself with friends and family having a laugh enjoying the winter sunshine. Kids are great, happy.
I had a not so great dream last night where I was sitting in a car with friends and saw H walking hand in hand with a leggy blonde. I guess my brain is manifesting his current “holiday”. He’s been absolutely zero contact and zero transactions for 4 days now so I guess he’s playing this game. I thought it wouldn’t bother me but it does sting a bit and I guess explains my dream.Mind racing that he’s wrapped up bedding women (or pre meditated affair). Makes me sad and jealous
I guess my wounded heart still hurts