Sometimes the toughest road has the most rewarding views. You should be strong rather than emotional - and I have no doubt that’s what you’ll do, because you’ve proven time and time again since you arrived here that you make smart decisions and know when to ignore your temporary emotions.
I’d happily wager $50AUD (that’s not much when converted to most other currencies 🤣) that in 24 hours time you’ll feel completely differently than you do right now.
And I’d also expect in 48-72 hours you’ll start to feel an incredible feeling of relief that there’s closure.
Give those feelings a chance to arrive before you act 👍
