You have been here for about 9 months, not 9 days. You appear stuck. Not sure why DBing is not clicking with you.
How many new attractive behaviors are now part of your core being?
How many old unattractive behaviors are now now gone from your behavior?
Just ask yourself these questions. Don't tell us your answers.
Make two lists, one of attractive male behavior, the other unattractive male behavior. Again these are your private lists. Live life behaving like the attractive male.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712
