Thank you Pattnee, I follow your journey too & recognise the ups and downs & general craziness!
I've heard from friends who met H yesterday & he's pretty much repeating what he said the last time he tried to return. The only difference us that his relationship is over. He says it was mutual & she was like a drug to him that he was addicted to but gradually realised its me he loves & would like our relationship to work. I don't believe a word. I think she has ended it with him, probably because he's becoming dependent, possessive & jealous. Who knows? I guess it's just a waiting game to see where he goes from here?
I have the luxury of time & genuinely feel no urgency to do anything until I can decide what I want to do. I've arranged to see him on Wednesday on neutral territory to hear what he has to say. I won't be making any quick decisions though. My plan is to thank him for telling me what he has to say & being honest in that I don't know what I want and need time.
