I’m still so lost -Pt 2

[Pattnee5]

Thanks Sun for your words. Like I said I hold my head high through this all and am miles ahead.
I absolutely know my self worth and know I am going to thrive one day, while H is a lost miserable teenager who threw away the best thing he ever had in his life in his family and love. Nothing will ever replace that no matter what.

The hardest part is riding the emotions right now of it being so final of knowing we will never be together again, and holding strong for the kids because I am with them all the time. I have often had to run into the room as the tears start. D14 is absolutely amazing she can see my hurt and iOS being such a rock.