I’m still so lost -Pt 2

[Pattnee5]

Thanks Sun and ready.
Yes I still have the words in my head believe nothing of what he says and half of what he does. He has procrastinated the whole way through. Even now with him saying all this and saying he still thinks he doesn’t want to come home and him saying he has spoken about his legal advice, he stilll didn’t take any control or anything. He just blurted it all out. I was the one who has now organised we sit down on Saturday and talk about the structure and when and how we do stuff for the kids, he still is just all words and no action. I have suggested we live proper seperate now for a while and no nice family dinners etc. then toward the end of the year regroup and if that’s both what we still want then proceed toward selling the house splitting assets and going our seperate ways. Unfortunately I can t afford to buy him out. As much as I wish I could and keep the kids in their home. I’m organising that legal talk now. My heart is so very broken but I am ok and o tried everything and he is fully aware this is what he wants only and to me I guess one day that will be something that may eat him up as I have moved on. This game is exhausting. I don’t see him changing his stubborn mind now