I’m still so lost -Pt 2

[Pattnee5]

Thanks Sunflyer, yes I am at peace with the fact that we had moved past it and know that he is just using this now out of convenience to get the upper hand for his issues and shift blame. I drowned myself in guilt and suffering again early after BD but now can see the bigger picture. He certainly moved past all our past, it just reared its ugly head 12 months ago when I first saw signs of him changing. And I am not just talking about my A, he has even dredged up things very early on in our relationship from 20 years ago, things we had forgotten as we were kids finding our feet. Almost like he has kept score and hidden in his back pocket.


I am so sorry about your W but yes you don’t need to go digging.I hope you too keep swimming 🙂

The anniversary is just a moment in time a day we don’t forget. There are good anniversaries and bad anniversaries. I’ll file this one away under one of the bad ones in terms of celebrating love however will be filling my cup full of happiness with the kids. Will there be more good anniversaries to come? Who knows that’s all on H but for now we just keep moving